Random memories, pictures.

Was feeling quite emo, so I open my pictures folder and browse through old photos.
So many photos, so many memories.
So many things was lost, yet so many gained.

It's gonna be totally random, every photos here is taken from each album separately lol.

This was last year, I told Crystal to pick the most hideous outfit she can find and we'll try it together haha.

This is one of my earliest 'perasan' photo ever lol. I hate the camera till I'm 15 I think. But hmm...I think I'm 14  in this photo?

Choir, after PMR.

When I was in Form 2. Vice President of Briged KH club. Won some dunno what prize.

After PMR dinner, Yesterday Once More. Haha Crystal you changed so much!! That time we're not close yet lol xD

UPM trip during form 4.

Last year BBQ party. The water balloon fight was awesome!

Aki and me, during this year CNY holidays I think?

This year's BBQ steamboat buffet lol. Was so fat xD I'm around 62kg that time? :S

Haha. Made this when avatar was popular back then lol.

When I was 14. Celebrating either mine or Sofea's birthday lol.

When we're still form 3, went to library to do folio lol. And I edited this photo, each person with their own meaning.

Fml i miss my smooth face. Right now stupid fucking acne is making me insecure :/
Anyway in this picture, I tried using mascara lol. Last year I think? Or this year =w=

Last year, 16th's birthday cake and tart from Chii and Mom. Both strawberry, and last year was one of the best birthday ever. Sankyuu Chii and everyone <3

Either in form 2 or form 3. Haha I looked so noob.

In form 3. Just moved into Scot Pine not long ago.

Last year lol. Tempted to cut bangs again but...meh.

During form 3.

During Briged KH. Making paper.

Last year I think?

During when I ponteng school haha. Eiither last year or this year. God I want my old pimple-less skin back :/

This year, after I permed my hair. Pimples showing...

Stupid acne.... :/

Trying on lens and make up lol. Ahhhh asdfghjk fucking acne. It's making me feel insecure, more than my weight does.

During last year I think?

Yesterday Once More.

First Comic Fiesta Aki and I went to. 2010.

Had no idea what the hell was I doing lol.

Attempting a jumo shoot lol.

Haha. Aki and me. I just realized our hair grow together :3

Last year lol. Looked so noob, and why the hell am I shooting Kar Hao lol.

 During form 2 haha. Also one of my earliest picture.

During Form 3...I miss the time we had together :/

During early form 3? Random shot at KFC lol.

Early last year.

Classic star shot lol.

Me in school last year haha.
Hair still short.

Miko distubing me reading...

Darling Baby..

Miko like a sir.

During form 3 I think....

Feelina like how I looked in the picture right now, emo and kinda emotionless?



End of post, just posting these pictures out to remind myself of the times and memories I have, all the hard times I had and reminding myself I'm strong enough to go through them.

School holidays and stuff, bla bla bla

Woohoo~!
It's school holidays now xD

Anyway this is a totally dead boring post lol, cause I'm too bored right now, so I'm typing whatever that comes into my mind.

So, I think I can say this is the worst holidays ever??

Our bathroom is leaking water and the unit below keep complaining, so uncle decided to renovate it =.=
The noise is just killing me asdfghjk and I had to endure it for the whole 2 week holidays FML

1 week for the main bathroom, another week for the  master bedroom bathroom.
They removed EVRYTHING, now the bathroom is just a blank room of cement lol.
Uncle's gonna put in new tiles, replace the bathtub with those glass cubicle that we see in hotels lol.
Wonder how it will look =w=

Anyway, I HATE RENOVATION =A=
They come at 9am in the morning and disturb my beauty sleep T_T
Then I can't really watch tv cause it freaking noisy zzzzzzzzzzz

Yesterday I'm bored to the point I do my homework lol.
Done around 50%~~ Haha
But that's cause the internet was down yesterday =w=


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I'm feeling stressed nowdays =.=
Pimple attacks!!
Lol stupid pimples please go away T^T


Talked with Crystal last night, sigh..I feel so damn weird ._.
This whole new feeling is kind of killing me yet it's like a joy I keep holding to, totally confused now.

And I cried for whatever reason, I don't know :/
I just did ._.
 ASDFGSDFGHJFGHJKL

HEART AND BRAIN WHY YOU NO UNITE AND BE AS ONE sfvvfuavuavdaiu



=w= Okay ignore me I sot jor ahaha ._.

Belief? Story of a cat in a temple.

A week ago, a suddenly memory from when I was a small kid came floating back to me.
I have no idea how old I was, but I think I'm around 7?


So, there's this one night where my family and I go to a temple.
The temple is quite old, its at a corner lot of shoplot.

We were at the temple, then I have to go to the toilet. So I told my mom, and she asked the monk there where is the toilet.
The monk gave us direction, we have to go up a stair, then dunno turn where bla bla bla can't remember those.
My mom brought me up the stairs, and it's a spiral staircase, attached to a wall with big spaces as window.

As we were going up the stair, a cat suddenly jumped in.
The cat looked at us in the eyes, meowed, and somehow we know the cat want us we follow it.
So we did.

The cat led us right to the toilet O.O
When we reached the toilet the cat sat down, and look at us swinging its tail =w=
And I went into the toilet -w-

After I'm done and came out from the toilet, the cat look at us, and leave.

I can't remember whether the cat led us out or not, my memory goes as far as that.
Anyway, I remember that time, I though, 'God sent that cat to help us.'



Well, it's hard to say, but oh well it gives me a feeling I can't explain, maybe because it's a childhood memory? I don't really like my childhood memory, all I remember is sadness, or things related to sadness.
I guess this one is different.

Stupid

Scared of the future, of what is waiting for me.
Getting paranoid all the time.
Running away from things I shouldn't run away from, having no courage to face it.
Pretending everything is fine just as it is, refusing to face it.

Wonder when will I finally stop running, and tackle it instead.


Wish I could look at myself at a different angle, so maybe I would understand myself more.
So many questions swimming in my mind, asking so many things I can't answer.
Instead of looking for the answer, I run away from it.
Afraid of the answer. Trying to ignore it.

Eventhough I know one day I will have to face it.
Everything's just a matter of time whether I like it or not.

Everyone's powerless.

Luka Costest :3

Costested Luka today wwwww

I did not plan to lol, but after trying out the Lens which arrived today, I can't resist xD
Been months since I messed around with makeup and cosplay ( I think, felt awfully long)

The lens is awesomely blue :D
Though I look kinda souless :/

Without makeup

After makeup =w=

Lol then I changed into the costumes and put on the wig :3

Was sweating like shit lol, cause the costume made from PVC :S

HOTTTTT

And then I realized...My hand is out of propotion from my body ahhhh T_T

How to make my arm smallerr Q.Q

Ignore the messy room =w=

Anyway my look changed ALOT lol.

Fake :P

Close up:

=w= 

haha felt awesome cos testing again www

But lol removing makeup is no fun at all =,=

Still, me likey <3

Chicken Dissection

Again, a late post ahaha =w=

Taking Sains Pertanian (Agriculture Science), I have to dissect chicken lol.
Nothing much to say, just pictures...

 Teacher explaining the procedure

 Getting ready 

And begin!

Actually it was quite disgusting? I dunno lol. That time I feel nothing but looking back at these pictures, it was er...weird @_@

 Arranging the organs =w=

 =w=

Thats Xavier at the back lol. Holding the chicken's head =.=

Lol okay this is actually quite disgusting @_@

After that...we barbequed the chicken XD hahah was DELICIOUS LOL.

Oh yeah. I jokingly told Kar Hao to dig out the chicken eyeballs, and guess what? He did =.=

I was like, ewwwwwwwwww but then I keep looking at it XD

After that he dug out the brain too @_@

Lol okay thats it XD

Nothing more to say :3

haha hope you will still eat chicken?

LATE LATE LATE update on Jessie J's concert

Wow. I finally update this poor old abandoned blog after almost 2 months =w=

I've been quite lazy busy, that's why I seldom update, because photos are in my phone, I can't be bothered to transfer it lol. But today I finally sat down, and copy those pityful old photos. I had to sort them out, there are HUNDREDS of photos, took me 2 hours to filter everything and sort everything nicely @_@

So, I know that this concert is ages ago, but oh well...Just wanted to upload those photos I took someplace =w= In the blog it is then~


The concert was in 16th March (if I'm not mistaken) and guess what, I got FREE TICKETS! XD
Le Tzen won them in a contest, and I got one too 8D
THANKS A BUNCH >w<

We got Tune Talk Zone, ( the best one 8D ), it was an awesome day XD

Le Tzen dad fetched me around 4pm~
Wore my pink bling bling sneaker XD

Lol just randomly snapping xD

wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww


We had to line up from 6pm till 8pm =n=

 We were lucky we're early lol. We're at the front :3

Because I felt like raining, we bought cheap plastic raincoats lol.
But ended up not using =w= Nvm, as souvenier XD

 Le Tzen trying to roll back my raincoat XD

After waiting for what felt like forever we're finally allowed inside~

Le Tzen and I ran XD When we got there we got quite a good place too :D It was free standing lol, and the stage is quite near :3

Haha phone camera =w= No nice photos -sobs-

Anyway, it was an awesome concert :D

Then when the concert finish we went to KFC to wait for Le Tzen's dad. Had to wait till around 12.30am o.O First being out till so late with a friend XD

 

Drinking our Krusher lol. Was dying from thirst XD No water allowed inside :/ Had to buy, but were not smart enough to buy OTL

So overall awesome experience :3 Oh yeah this is my first concert too XP

Hahahah awesome night :3