Wednesday, July 21, 2010


Haha, Hoi Yee, hopefully your hair will become black again la~
As promised, here's my update about our little 'steamboat party' at Yik Jia's house.

Cui Li and I went to Yik Jia's house straight after school. Chee Ying and Peggy came a little later. Anyway, after they arrived, we started preparing all the ingredients, washing them, taking out dishes etc.

When we first started preparing


Ready to start eating :D

No tomato in Tom Yum, no life

While waiting for water to boil, everyone was playing their phone lol


Eating halfway, the wire of the extension plug suddenly burned -.-|| We din't realize at first, we're just sitting there waiting like idiots for the water to boil LOL Little did we know the wire had burned -.- Luckily Yik Jia have a spare one, phew.

The red one, useless lol

We continued, ewww vegetables -.-

Yik Jia's egg~ 

We ate till it dried out -.- Yuck~

Finished eating, we...As usual, camwhore! :P
Haha. Went to the park eventhough it's raining XP

Yik Jia and me hiding from the rain haha. See those raindrops on the bridge?

While these two are camwhoring, I come kacau-kacau xP

woots. Leng-lui ;D


haha. I asked Yik Jia to take this photo. Though it'll look good as my blog header. Changed my mind though.

swt. I know, I'm so fat. I'm must diet ._.
Anyway, we set the timer lol.

My favorite picture of the day :D

 Well, that's all. We have to leave because Peggy's aunty was waiting. Still, it's a fun day! :D

p.s: To those that know, I'm looking forward to 7th August for an even more fun day ^.o~
p.p.s: Hoi Yee I won't force you to come if you don't want to ;P


Tuesday, July 20, 2010


I'm supposed to blog about steamboat with friends, but since I lend the usb cable to Sofea and all the photos is in my phone, nothing I could do about it. Anyway, I'll update as soon an I get my usb back.

I'm determined to start studying from yesterday. I managed to read Sejarah Form 3 Bab 4. Only half of it lol. I fell asleep ._. But still, I din't online at all yesterday :D

Sigh. Nowdays, Mr.X keep sms-ing about her. If Mr.X, you are reading my blog now, please, realize that you just annoys her. And please keep your word. It annoys me when you say that you will try, bla bla bla but yet you do the opposite at school. It's not like I want to scold you in those sms, but I hope you get the point in it. My friends, they agree with me.

Anyway, stay tuned! Next update coming soon!


Friday, July 16, 2010

It's time to let go.

Nowdays I'm damn emo. I hate myself. For being so fake. I don't understand it. I have told Ying and Jia about how I feel. All the time I was telling them I smiled. Like an idiot. My tears wouldn't come out. Eventhough I want it to. Badly. I hate myself for holding it back. Yeah, Chee Ying, you're right. It hurts. A lot. But I don't know why, I just can't let myself cry. I hate myself for being so fake.

I even had the guts back then, last month, I think, to tell someone that it's okay to cry. I told him that crying make you feel better and pretending hurts. Yet, why did I still pretend? I don't even understand myself anymore.

Yesterday, I cried myself to sleep. Just because of a stupid damn ceramah at school, all those horrible memories were brought up. Again. Yeah, I cried during the stupid ceramah too. I was bitting my lips, my palms were glued to my eyes. And just out of the blue, I found tears trickling down my face. Shit.

Sometimes, I just felt so left out. I know, I have you guys, you guys were always supporting me, but this feeling keep burdening me.                         

Perhaps I should stop thinking about this. It's stupid. Obviously they care about me, right? I can't believe that they'll feel so sad for me when I told them how I feel. They shed tears for me. Of course I have them right? To my friends that are reading this, Love you forever :]

Anyway, today, I cried. For a reason I don't even know. The tears just found themselves. No, don't get the wrong idea. I'm not crying for anyone. Just myself. It happened while I was just simply, typically playing piano. I don't know what happened to me.

Stupid, I know. But taking photos seem to make me feel better.


Sigh, who cares? Eventhough I'm all alone while all this happened, I know, there are people thinking of me right? And I have my dogs, that'll stick by me, all the time.


Hmmm...My talk is getting out of topic. Okay, 'It's time to let go'. Let go of what? The memories. If I keep hugging those memories, I'll surely become insane from depression. Just think more openly, Joee. You're not the only one with miserable memories. Just accept that it happened. And that it won't change. 

Basically, I've wasted my time taking stupid photos. Lol.


Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Bad Day?

I dunno to say if I'm lucky or not, today I took an afternoon nap, sleep till 5.45pm. 6.00pm got tuition. So I skipped my dinner and bath and went out at once. Just when I got out, the stupid electricity CUT. -.-|| I have to rush down the stairs from the 8TH FLOOR. At the 1st floor, it's damn dark an creepy. Reached the ground floor, a little boy almost scared me to death. His home is just beside the staircase, and I've never really seen anyone from that home before. The little boy is peeping out from the wooden door, face and hand pressed against the iron door.The first thing in my mind is, OMG GHOST! (kinda like the little boy from Ju-On @.@) After I got out, I realized it's RAINING  and there's no way I'm gonna climb up to the 8TH FLOOR to get an umbrella. So I just ran out to my tuition centre, and got there, wet. sigh, If I'm just 5 minutes earlier, I could have get stuck in the elevator and SKIP TUITION. -.-|||

Sunday, July 4, 2010

A walk with my Dogs

Yeah. Typical. Random.

At around 5.15pm today, went out for a walk with the dogs since the weather is so cool and nice. Miko and Baby were hyperactive and keep yelling. Out of the door, and WHOOOSSSSHHH. They were dragging me.
Anyway, in the car, have to wind down the windscreen for them. Typical. Dogs.


Loving it

Din't capture any photos of Baby since she's just sitting quietly on my lap. She's a little princess, doesn't want her hair to be messed by the wind.

Reached there. It was at the Sungai Long hills, but instead of going up the hills, we turned right, there are new bungalows builind. There was an empty land there, nice and ready for building. But nothing were there yet, so we just kinda trespassed there. xD

My dearies.

I love the grass here.

Like it so much until I lie down. lol

The place we went to

All the time I was busy being miss perasan, my dogs were running and roaming around freely.

Darling Baby

Sigh. Their leash were attached to their collar shirt, and can't be taken off unless we take off the shirt, so I just let them dray the leash with them, resulting in a really dirty and wet leash. They were splashing through puddles too. 
My sister

Lol. My sister asked me to pose like this.


I was sitting, and then Baby jumped on my lap.

Random pictures.

My dogs were eating this plant. o_o


While walking back to our car, saw a gigantic, hideous and ugly mushroom.

The black one.

It's as big as a mango. I step on it, and the inside were disgusting. No, I don't have any photo. Sorry. It was too yucky for me to look at it closely.

In the car. Miko and Baby keep wanting to climb on the seat, but since they were wet and dirty I din't allow them to.

Begging me.

Also begging my sister.

After kacau my sister come kacau me pulak.

Baby finally settled down and sit quietly.

Miko also.

Uh-oh. Wrong though. She got up, and kacau my mum pulak since my sister and I were ignring her.

Baby a good girl :]

Got home, straight away bathed them. Now they are clean and smelled nice :]
After bathing them I took a bath myself. My head were itching from lying in the grass lol.

Oh by the way, a typical video lol.