Stupid

Scared of the future, of what is waiting for me.
Getting paranoid all the time.
Running away from things I shouldn't run away from, having no courage to face it.
Pretending everything is fine just as it is, refusing to face it.

Wonder when will I finally stop running, and tackle it instead.


Wish I could look at myself at a different angle, so maybe I would understand myself more.
So many questions swimming in my mind, asking so many things I can't answer.
Instead of looking for the answer, I run away from it.
Afraid of the answer. Trying to ignore it.

Eventhough I know one day I will have to face it.
Everything's just a matter of time whether I like it or not.

Everyone's powerless.