Shopping

3 days ago, which is 12/12/12 I went shopping at The Mines in the morning.
I can't remember the last time I really went shopping, or bought as much stuff.

Mom wanted to go to the Big Bad Wolf Sale, so to the sale we went~ >w<
For 3 consecutive years I've always went to this sale. It was freaking awesome, with so many books in various genre and the price is cheap cheap cheap!!!

I've been looking forward to this year's sale since it's at MIECC, which means it's BIGGER!
Haha I've been saving for this sale since the beginning of the year.

Miko photobombing.

Stack of books I bought!

Another stack here

I bought this, for only RM20. RM20!!! 

When I saw it I'm like, are you fucking kidding me? OAO

It comes with CD too. OAO

I know books like this cost around RM100 at those normal bookstores. 

Haha after double checking the price, I grab!

Grabbed this too. It's too cheap to not get it. At other stores encyclopedia of music like this is too expensive for me to afford. And I need to learn more about music, since my theory sucks -_-

Another music book.

There's some other music books too, like for guitar, bass and drums. But I didn't get those because it's too advanced for me, not something for a beginner :/

Oh anyway, before we went for the sale, we had lunch and we shopped around in The Mines first.
Went to a cosmetics store, they were having sale. If I remembered correctly the store is called Max something something lol.

I got these:

2 eyeliner and a lip gloss.

The eyeliner cost rm9 each, and the lip gloss rm8.

Original price rm20++ haha.

Oh and I got an eyebrow pencil since I don't have one, rm9 too I think.

And I forgot to take a picture lol.

I tried the products, and I love it! :3

The eyeliner goes on smoothly, and it's really pigmented! Not what I expected since it's cheap lol.

Nice surprise! :D

The lip gloss is awesome! :D

The color is really really nice, and it's not very sticky unlike some other lip gloss I have.

And it's not too thick, doesn't feel heavy, and it's not drying my lips out! 

And I think it smells like cotton candy, which I absolutely love. >w<

Other lip gloss I have smells like cherry, ughhh...I don't like cherry x__x

As for the eyebrow pencil, I did not try it on my brow, but I tried it on my hand.

Hmmm I can't really judge since I never had an eyebrow pencil before, but I think it's okay, the color is not too dark which would look unnatural. And we can build up the color :D

Lol if I'm going to The Mines again I'll definately grab more of the lip gloss x_x

There's a lot more of other nice color which I would want >_<

If I remembered correctly there's some mulberry, purple, and even red color, which is hard to find in drugstore D:

After that we went to Luccini, a shoe shop.

They were having sale, 70% and 50%off on a lot of nice boots and shoes!!! OAO

I bought 4 pairs :x

Love love love >v<

I saw the pink boots first, and I'm like, sdsdfgsdfghghjk, want!!!!

Then I asked for size 38 and 37, which is the size I usually wear.

They don't have 37, only 38 and it's the last pair.

Unfortunately, the zipper is not working sobs. They asked if I still want it, since I can still wear it by using the lace, but I don't want cause it's too troublesome and it's not like they give me even more discount or anything -_-

Then my mom asked me to try on size 36. I'm like, 'but my leg is not that small..'.

I tried it on anyway, and it fits!!! OAO

It's a tiny bit tight, but blehh I don't care. Mom asked the worker there to expand it, (lol I didn't know they have machinery to do that o.o) and after that, it fits nicely for my left foot :D 

My right foot is slightly bigger, so it's still a teeny bit tight, but it's still okay :D

Haha I know it's okay cause I have a black boots at home, the size is just like these pink boots.

I've wore the black boots to Comic Fiesta last year for the whole day, and it doesn't hurt, just that I feel my toe touching the tip of the boots lol.

As for the other shoe, they're the perfect fit >w<

The black bling bling shoes and the blue one are the same lol. :x

At first I couldn't decide on the color, but I chose black anyway. While paying, my mom saw me looking at the blue one again, LOL. And she's like..."You want that too? Take it, it's hard to find a nice shoe with good quality this cheap again." 

I'm like...seriously? OAO hahaha. But mom said no shoe shopping for Chinese New Year, these are quite enough. Lol I don't mind :D

Oh and these two pair of shoes have velvet lining inside, it's super comfortable >w<

As for the black shoe beside the pink boots, I forgot what those type of shoes are called @w@

It's pvc material I think, and it have a base around 5cm tall :P

Perfect for me, I'm short OTL||

Actually I bought that cause I love the height hahahaha.

Then we walked around, and I bought this studded bag :D

Haha. Finally, a bag of my own!

I don't have any nice bag for outing, all I had was an old worn out fake Chanel bag which mom gave me wtf. It's nice la, but I don't like using fake branded stuff -_-

But I have no choice since I don't have other bags beside school bag, and mom's other bags are too mature for me.

And that's all I think. There's some other stuff but meh no picture and too lazy to take it now haha.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeee~ :D

Bloody Doll.

This is a makeup I did during Halloween, even though I did not go anywhere. SPM was coming that time /_\ And because of SPM I did not upload this. And mainly also because I have no laptop to use.
But now my brother's having semester break, and he brought the laptop home :D

So I'm uploading now!
Even if it's almost 2 months late.

Eye makeup done.
Then I add those bloody skin and stuff.

hehe =v= Product used is lash glue, tissue paper, red lipstick and eyeliner.
Oh, and fake blood of course.
Fake blood is made with mixing a little bit of red food colouring into honey/maple syrup.
So, it's edible! :D
Taste sweet too :3

Did it on my arm too haha.

After that, to create more effect, I add on bloody tears lol.

And..............

Peeling the glue and tissue paper off LOL/



Haha. By the way, if you want to try this on your arm, I recommend that you make sure your arm is free of hair.

The process of peeling off the glue on my arm is not fun at all.
It hurts so bad lol.



Anyway, sweet dreams LOL

ごめんなさい。

Oh god. Everything I wrote in my last post. I never knew. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I knew why now. Why you never told me. I'm so so sorry.

Fed up.

I feel awful right now.
I wish you would stop blocking everything and face everything that come instead. Everytime I talked about future stuffs, you would reply "Finish your SPM" first la. Even just now. Fuck it I only have 1 subject left, and then it's FUCKING OVER.
When will you start listening??
When will you stop blocking away everything??!
I know everything is hard. Very hard. I know being a single mom is one of the hardest thing in life. But there are still ways.
I know you are fed up. I'm fed up too. But we can't give up.
I know you hate your job.
But you can get more students if take the effort to. That's what you have to do.
Fuck it, I hate studying, but I still have to study.

I'm sorry that I've slacked and my results are not good.
I wish I could get a scholarship too.
But NO, SPM is almost over. It's too late now.  I can only hope for the best for my results.

If only you would stop blocking everything and start planning instead since the start. We won't be in this stupid situation now.
I would be able to continue my studies. I can't even plan right now cause you refuse to listen.
I can't do what I really want to do.

Its breaking my heart that I am actually thinking and saying all of this. I'm sorry.

I wish I am selfish enough to let you know. But I can't. I can't bear to let you worry much more. But I can't help feeling this way. I'm so frustrated and disappointed at the same time.
It hurts so much. I can't say anything at all.
And I can't see my future right now.
I hate to say this, but it's all your fault.

Just...another day.

So..well that date is my birthday =w=
I turned 17. Meh I don't feel any difference lol (duh)

Anyway, it's just...another day.
Only difference is just that I woke up, and there's Birthday wishes for me by friends that texted me. And Facebook wishes lol.

Morning I woke around 8.30am, ate breakfast, and read my novel a little. After that revise some physics lol =w=

Around 12.30pm (I think) Crystal called me, and she came over lol~
Chatted for a while, then do a little bit of physics (again) and tiny tiny bit of add maths.

After she left, I watched Men in Black II. :3
Watched till halfway headache, so I sleep after the movie finished :/
And another reason I sleep is cause I want the day to pass quicker.
It's just...meh =w=
I can sense that mom is feeling stressed about a lot of problems, and I just felt emo and gloomy, so I sleep :/ Trying to run away from thoughts ._.

When I woke up saw that I Bryan texted me. Lol this part is actually quite amusing. He have not wished me yet, and I'm like..."Not sure if you really forgot my birthday or you planning something"

So meh I didn't ask him anything yet lo.
Anyway when I saw that he texted me I told him that he's making me sad lol.
And he's like..."why???"
So I said, "YOU NEVER WISHED ME."
and then he proceed to send a print screen of him wishing me good luck in SPM. -_-
Im like, "are u fucking kidding me?" and then I ignore him lol and go take a shower.
(Hey my mood is still damn crappy okay .___. so i forgot about what I thought about no need to ask him anything cause I know he wont actually forget and haha i spoil everything instead LOL)
Anyway after I got out from the shower he said he said he just messing around and scared later I pissed off lol so he wish me happy bday lol what.

he actually planned to call me 5 minutes before the day ends lol.

=w=
thinking back its pretty idiotic of me meh =w=
but lol dont mess with girls in bad mood ahaha =w=
Meh okay I think whatever I ranted about can only be understood by me lol~



Okay anyway forget about that I feel stupid now =w=
And I kinda see how amusing I can be -_-;;;

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For dinner it's nothing fancy or anything meh =w=
It's a bad month :/
No money lol...
So just eat at Pizza Hut
But not bad la at least I like pizza -w-

And lol this year...Everyone told me my present will be postponed lol.
I have no idea how to react to that.
It's not really important to me to be honest ._.
But of course I'm very happy that they've thought of me ;w;
Sankyuu!!!!!!! <3 p="p">
Oh and guess what, surprise surprise!
Bro got me a necklace xD
Treble clef necklace >w<
Haha I love it :3



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So I guess..Thats it. Its just like...every other day ._.
And I still feel quite gloomy, I mean who could be happy when their family is uhhh...getting messy? :/
Anyway time I go to sleep.

Goodnight, blog.

To Crystal

Hey :3
It was your birthday yesterday.
I planned to write a post for you geh, but then phone can't upload picture asdfdfghfghj

So it's a little late :x

Anyway, I know this year's birthday sucks for you because of SPM and you can't go out. And what happened yesterday night. I know how it felt to be forgotten on your birthday. I went through it before, but not so badly. I still have my family that time.
So I know how it must hurts for you :(

It's also too bad you can't come out TwT
But okay forget about that now, we'll go out after SPM!!!!!
That time no one can stop us :D

Haha you have been an awesome friend, listening to me rant about my troubles, and never hesitating to help me :D
DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE YOU?!?

xD


Anyway,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Belated)




And I love you :D 




So, don't emo anymore ya :)

  

Updates

Hello people, I meant to blog on the day before SPM start, but then using a phone to blog is too much of a hassle. So today I got the chance to use a computer yay!

SPM started on 5th of November, which is 6 days ago lol.
The first day was Bahasa Melayu paper, and the question that came out surprised me.
They did not ask about stuff that most teachers aimed for, which is about parents or teenagers, or sports.
Instead, we had to write about the activities held in school on Independence Day wth. =A=
Then there's also some questions about cleanliness, motivation camp, etc.

On 6th of November, we have English paper. Again, question surprised me too.
On the novel section, we had to write about events that makes us angry in the novel. -.-
All my life in school I've been taught to write about positive aspects.
Suddenly I have to write a negative feedback. When I saw the question, I'm like '........'
SHIT WHAT SHOULD I WRITE.
But luckily I read the whole novel before, and I recall back chapter by chapter lol.

The next paper is History. Ahahaha. Stupid bloody history.
It's hard. They touched topics that no one thought would be asked. And the way the ask the question is not specific at all fml. And it ended up me writing almost everything I knew into it.
Cause I did not know what they are asking zzz. But at least they won't cut marks in history.
So it's better to be safe than sorry lol.

Then it's the Maths paper. Hmmm no comment on that one I think it'll be alright :3
Except that my paper 1 is a little..ughh :/
There's a question asking about prime number, and I answered wrongly because I thought 1 is a prime number. FML.
Then Crystal told me it's not, and she said the reason she knew is because I, MYSELF posted in facebook before, saying that 1 is not a prime number. WTH. BRAIN Y U NO REMEMBER.

Anyway, after that math paper is a 10 days break. =w=
At first I hate the gap cause I want SPM to be done as soon as possible, but right now I'm glad we have the break. More time to study lol.

There's still 6 paper left, Moral, Additional Math, Physics, Chemistry, Biology, and Agriculture Science. Can't wait for it to be over. lol.
Even now I've packed all the books that I won't need to use anymore. Dumped it all in a big bag to be recycled :DDD

Lol in this week break I slacked a little :x
I kept trying to learn the guitar lol xD

xD

Oh by the way went to the dentist just now lol.
The last time I went was...11 years ago??
Lol. :x
Actually went to get my teeth filled, cause 2 days ago it hurts, and I thought I felt a hole there.
But turn out the dentist said my teeth is perfectly fine =A=
....I wonder why it hurts then.


Meh anyway nothing more to be said I guess lol. Byeeeee