School holidays and stuff, bla bla bla

Woohoo~!
It's school holidays now xD

Anyway this is a totally dead boring post lol, cause I'm too bored right now, so I'm typing whatever that comes into my mind.

So, I think I can say this is the worst holidays ever??

Our bathroom is leaking water and the unit below keep complaining, so uncle decided to renovate it =.=
The noise is just killing me asdfghjk and I had to endure it for the whole 2 week holidays FML

1 week for the main bathroom, another week for the  master bedroom bathroom.
They removed EVRYTHING, now the bathroom is just a blank room of cement lol.
Uncle's gonna put in new tiles, replace the bathtub with those glass cubicle that we see in hotels lol.
Wonder how it will look =w=

Anyway, I HATE RENOVATION =A=
They come at 9am in the morning and disturb my beauty sleep T_T
Then I can't really watch tv cause it freaking noisy zzzzzzzzzzz

Yesterday I'm bored to the point I do my homework lol.
Done around 50%~~ Haha
But that's cause the internet was down yesterday =w=


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I'm feeling stressed nowdays =.=
Pimple attacks!!
Lol stupid pimples please go away T^T


Talked with Crystal last night, sigh..I feel so damn weird ._.
This whole new feeling is kind of killing me yet it's like a joy I keep holding to, totally confused now.

And I cried for whatever reason, I don't know :/
I just did ._.
 ASDFGSDFGHJFGHJKL

HEART AND BRAIN WHY YOU NO UNITE AND BE AS ONE sfvvfuavuavdaiu



=w= Okay ignore me I sot jor ahaha ._.

Belief? Story of a cat in a temple.

A week ago, a suddenly memory from when I was a small kid came floating back to me.
I have no idea how old I was, but I think I'm around 7?


So, there's this one night where my family and I go to a temple.
The temple is quite old, its at a corner lot of shoplot.

We were at the temple, then I have to go to the toilet. So I told my mom, and she asked the monk there where is the toilet.
The monk gave us direction, we have to go up a stair, then dunno turn where bla bla bla can't remember those.
My mom brought me up the stairs, and it's a spiral staircase, attached to a wall with big spaces as window.

As we were going up the stair, a cat suddenly jumped in.
The cat looked at us in the eyes, meowed, and somehow we know the cat want us we follow it.
So we did.

The cat led us right to the toilet O.O
When we reached the toilet the cat sat down, and look at us swinging its tail =w=
And I went into the toilet -w-

After I'm done and came out from the toilet, the cat look at us, and leave.

I can't remember whether the cat led us out or not, my memory goes as far as that.
Anyway, I remember that time, I though, 'God sent that cat to help us.'



Well, it's hard to say, but oh well it gives me a feeling I can't explain, maybe because it's a childhood memory? I don't really like my childhood memory, all I remember is sadness, or things related to sadness.
I guess this one is different.

Stupid

Scared of the future, of what is waiting for me.
Getting paranoid all the time.
Running away from things I shouldn't run away from, having no courage to face it.
Pretending everything is fine just as it is, refusing to face it.

Wonder when will I finally stop running, and tackle it instead.


Wish I could look at myself at a different angle, so maybe I would understand myself more.
So many questions swimming in my mind, asking so many things I can't answer.
Instead of looking for the answer, I run away from it.
Afraid of the answer. Trying to ignore it.

Eventhough I know one day I will have to face it.
Everything's just a matter of time whether I like it or not.

Everyone's powerless.

Luka Costest :3

Costested Luka today wwwww

I did not plan to lol, but after trying out the Lens which arrived today, I can't resist xD
Been months since I messed around with makeup and cosplay ( I think, felt awfully long)

The lens is awesomely blue :D
Though I look kinda souless :/

Without makeup

After makeup =w=

Lol then I changed into the costumes and put on the wig :3

Was sweating like shit lol, cause the costume made from PVC :S

HOTTTTT

And then I realized...My hand is out of propotion from my body ahhhh T_T

How to make my arm smallerr Q.Q

Ignore the messy room =w=

Anyway my look changed ALOT lol.

Fake :P

Close up:

=w= 

haha felt awesome cos testing again www

But lol removing makeup is no fun at all =,=

Still, me likey <3

Chicken Dissection

Again, a late post ahaha =w=

Taking Sains Pertanian (Agriculture Science), I have to dissect chicken lol.
Nothing much to say, just pictures...

 Teacher explaining the procedure

 Getting ready 

And begin!

Actually it was quite disgusting? I dunno lol. That time I feel nothing but looking back at these pictures, it was er...weird @_@

 Arranging the organs =w=

 =w=

Thats Xavier at the back lol. Holding the chicken's head =.=

Lol okay this is actually quite disgusting @_@

After that...we barbequed the chicken XD hahah was DELICIOUS LOL.

Oh yeah. I jokingly told Kar Hao to dig out the chicken eyeballs, and guess what? He did =.=

I was like, ewwwwwwwwww but then I keep looking at it XD

After that he dug out the brain too @_@

Lol okay thats it XD

Nothing more to say :3

haha hope you will still eat chicken?

LATE LATE LATE update on Jessie J's concert

Wow. I finally update this poor old abandoned blog after almost 2 months =w=

I've been quite lazy busy, that's why I seldom update, because photos are in my phone, I can't be bothered to transfer it lol. But today I finally sat down, and copy those pityful old photos. I had to sort them out, there are HUNDREDS of photos, took me 2 hours to filter everything and sort everything nicely @_@

So, I know that this concert is ages ago, but oh well...Just wanted to upload those photos I took someplace =w= In the blog it is then~


The concert was in 16th March (if I'm not mistaken) and guess what, I got FREE TICKETS! XD
Le Tzen won them in a contest, and I got one too 8D
THANKS A BUNCH >w<

We got Tune Talk Zone, ( the best one 8D ), it was an awesome day XD

Le Tzen dad fetched me around 4pm~
Wore my pink bling bling sneaker XD

Lol just randomly snapping xD

wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww


We had to line up from 6pm till 8pm =n=

 We were lucky we're early lol. We're at the front :3

Because I felt like raining, we bought cheap plastic raincoats lol.
But ended up not using =w= Nvm, as souvenier XD

 Le Tzen trying to roll back my raincoat XD

After waiting for what felt like forever we're finally allowed inside~

Le Tzen and I ran XD When we got there we got quite a good place too :D It was free standing lol, and the stage is quite near :3

Haha phone camera =w= No nice photos -sobs-

Anyway, it was an awesome concert :D

Then when the concert finish we went to KFC to wait for Le Tzen's dad. Had to wait till around 12.30am o.O First being out till so late with a friend XD

 

Drinking our Krusher lol. Was dying from thirst XD No water allowed inside :/ Had to buy, but were not smart enough to buy OTL

So overall awesome experience :3 Oh yeah this is my first concert too XP

Hahahah awesome night :3

Cross country and random

Woohoo!!
Exam will finish tomorrow xD
And I'm proud to say that so far, I completed almost every homework teacher gave me :D

Lol.
But as for exam, a ha ha ._.

Meh forget about that, I want to blog about our school cross country race today, the last I'll ever attend :/

There were 3 practice session, which I attended ALL lol xD
So on the real day of the race itself, I can run a little better xD

 Crystal and me :3 Poor Chii and Aki not really visible xD

We were actually doing warm ups lol, but..Oh well xD

Haha and for some reason, I took  close up of everyone xD Me also :3

XD Hahhaha.

So, kind of proud to say I got 72nd place lol. Out of erm...I think 500? Maybe less? 400? I don't know ._. Maybe around 300 gua XD

Meh it's enough for me XD

For the previous years I always got near the last LOL

And guess what. Some stupid bastard stole my money =A=

Luckily not the whole purse or my IC gone. Luckily not that much money :/

Supposed to have RM50 in the wallet, but in the morning before going to school, I saw the RM50 and took it out. PHEW.

Lol and luckily I din't leave my handphone inside my bag @_@

Was thinking of leaving it but thank goodness I take it with me ._.

Lesson learnt. I'll never leave my bags unattended again =,=

Haha that's all :3

Quite busy so far lol.

But oh well, it's fun too xD

Random: I WANT WATCH EVERY ANIME THERE IS AND I WANT MORE PHOTOSHOOT AND I WANT PLAY WITH MAKEUP AND COSPLAY T_T

Lol. By the way, I've been jogging recently xD Kinda like running after the cross country :3 Have to keep it up to stay healthy and try to lose weight XD Hopefully I'll be able to maintain it xD