Why?

icantunderstandwhyyouhavetoleftus.yeah,iknowiamonly7whenyouleft,
ihavenofeelingsthattimebacauseidontunderstand
anything.ihaveveryfewmemoriesofyou,butistillremembersometimes
whenyouaremadorhappywithme.rememberingthosememoriesdoeshurt,
butitsthepresentthathurtsmost.mumhavetoworkreallyhardtoraisebro,
kyeeandme.itsuckstoseemumunhappysometimes.ifonlyyouarehere
insteadofheavenmumwonthavetoworksohard.she'llbeahousewife,
right?imissthetimewhenshewasstillahousewife.
istillrememberthosetimeswhenshecookforus,
fetchushoomefromandtoschoolandhelpmepaymyfeeatschool
wheniminstandard1.wheniminstandard2,you'vealreadyleft.
mumhavetowork.istillremember,ihavetopaytheschoolfeemyself
thattime.itjusthurts.ireallymisshavingahousewifemum.
sometimes,seeingmyfriendsthathavetheirmumstopickthemupafter
schoolmakemefeeljealous.itsstupidtofeelthatway,iknow.
butijustcantit,iguess.dad,iwishyouwerehere.
mumwonthavetoworksohardandgetsostressed,right?

Sigh..I dunno why im letting you guys know. maybe it was too painful to keep it in my heart for so long?
anyway, you wont understand what im typing, so, well, its nothing i guess.

~Noriko~
 どうして？りゆうしりたい。。。

Fun day ^_^

Today went to The Mines with Chee Ying. =) Went to the book fair, but unfortunately nothing much there. Just a lot of advertisment and other things that have nothing to do with books at all. For example:

This lovely bag that I've bought with the price RM20 ( before was RM50)

Yeah..I know, music makes me crazy...

And:

This lovely cushion to match my room xD

Unfortunately, Tian Jin polluted it -.-// 

zzzzzzzzz

Haha. Nothing to do with education  =D But still got buy 2 storybooks and some stationary la. Anyway, came back home, do some work. Then, at around 7pm, went to The Mines again with family. -.-// Mines is getting pretty boring. Anyway, dunno why, my leg damn pain today. Normally it's fine with me if I walked a whole day. My leg din't hurt at all when I went out a WHOLE day with friends, go to National Library and bla bla bla. That day I walked even more. Today just walk a little, but now my leg DAMN pain. T_T

Chee Ying, I finally understand your pain. -.- zzz...Can't stand up and walk about cause after I stand up, I sit down again and it hurts EXTRA. =( sigh...

~Noriko~

たのしいの日です、でも私の足がいたい！　T^T

I need someone...

I need someone to lend me their shoulders....
I need someone to listen to me.....
I need someone to understand me...
I need someone to tell me that they care about me...
I need someone to comfort me...

It hurts so much, to have feelings but not being able to cry...To have to fake a smile all the time....To keep everything in my heart alone....I hate crying in front of people, that's why I din't dare to tell...I know I'll cry if I do...It just hurts...Futhermore, they won't understand me, will they? They're not me, they don't have the same life as me...I may seem like a lucky and happy girl, but I'm not really happy at all...Yeah, I'm lucky, but it's not the type of luck I want...Can't I just have a normal life like most of them have? It hurts.............

~Noriko~
だれかつくって。。。いたみけしてよ。。。くるしよ。。。

Seminar =D

Yesterday went to a seminar. Woke up at 6.30am and went out at 7.15am, wait for Sofea's mum to fetch me. The seminar was held at Universiti Putra Malaysia (UPM).

UPM

The canteen

A badminton court?

Saw this door here. Looks really old so I snap it lol~

haha. XD

...

The seminar. Adeline's here too lol~ Spot her?

I have to say, this seminar is worth going =) Gets a lot of information ^^

Aiz...Some photos with Sofea...So can't upload..

~Noriko~

べんきょう、べんきょう、べんきょう。。。XD

Perasan?

Gosh. I have no idea what happened to me yesterday. Usually I'm not the type to CAMWHORE A LOT, still got camwhore la, but I din't take continuosly. Yesterday after came back from The Mines watching Sherk, hey, it's not a childish movie, it was really nice =) A lot of moral values, and OMG, Puss In Boots is so CUTE!!! ><~~ Especially when his eyes grew BIG~ ^^ so CUTE~~~ XD haha. Okay, back to the topic. Back from Mines watching Shrek, haha, you should watch it too, NICE ^^ haha. getting annoying right? Okay. back from The Mines, I suddenly got the mood to camwhore. =X Anyway, I love the clothes I was wearing ^^  And by the way, I bought a bag =)

Nice?

The clothes I was wearing yesterday XD

lol...ok, here comes my perasan photo =X

=X 

 

@_@ This pose almost the same, I've taken this photo a long time ago XD

 

 

XD my sunglasses rock!

haha..yong sui...

 

@_@

 I love my bag ^^

  

Okay, last picture~  

See? So many picture!! Gosh. I'm scaring myself with my changed attitude. =| I wonder what is happening to me? Anyway, is this evennormal? I don't know. =|

~Noriko~

私はどうですか？わかない。。。＞＿＜

 

VOTE FOR ME PLEASE!!!

Guys, I'm entering a contest, and I need your help. Please join this group on Facebook:
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And then please watch this video of me playing a song that I composed:
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If you LIKE this video, please click the 'Like" button. This will vote for me, if you have ALREADY joined the group. If you don't like but you're my friend, please don't click 'Like'. I hate fakers. Anyway, thank you very much if you did vote for me!! =)

~Noriko~
みんなさのねがいします！

 

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

I realized, I have changed a lot thanks to them. While in Form 1, I used to ponteng a lot because of making a wrong friend. She cheated my money and my friendship. She make me a fool. I was so stupid back then. I trusted her and believe her. But then, after I knew the truth, I changed. I began mixing aroud with them. Of course, they din't accept me well at first. There was some times when I was left out of a lot of things. Those time really hurts. But slowly, I became part of them. They teach me a lot of things. I was still in KRK class thanks to them. My results in Form 1 used to be so bad. But afer mixing with them, I slowly became more hardworking, and I improve. I learn to trust people once again. Mixing with them, I learned that lying is a thing they hate most.  I never lie anymore. They gave me motivation and help whenever I need it. They were always beside me.We hang out together, and that makes up closer than ever.Now, we're like Best Friend Forever. That's what I feel. I don't know about them though. Hopefully they'll think the same.

Without you guys I'll be nobody.
 I ♥ you my friends. Friends Forever =)

~Noriko~
ずっと友だちね？　＾＾