Trapped

I thought I've managed to let go and forget it all.
I thought I've moved on.
I thought those pain I felt was over.
I thought I'm over you.
I thought I'll never felt the same way I once did about you again.

I never thought it'll come back again.

Watching NANA, eventhough for a few episodes, all those emotions were rushing back into me again.

Part of what I've felt,  part of what I've always wanted, part of what I've never had.

Damn it.

Past few days

Okay, gonna talk about reason why I feel guilty about blogging now as I stated in my last post.
I'm actually supposed to be at Midvalley now.
Celebrating Bryan's birthday. But I canceled off. :/

Reason why is because I'm feeling tired of going out. I kept going out the past few days.
I finished work on Tuesday, and on Wednesday I'm still sick. I just spent the day sleeping.
On Thursday I went out for my last driving lesson, ran some errands and get a new glasses, and I have my piano class too.
On Friday was my payday, (blogged about it here) and then there's class at night.
On Saturday, cousin moved into his new house at Sungai Long. Went around helping. And at night I redyed my hair since it's all faded.
Then on Sunday (yesterday), I had my band photoshoot.
In the morning I had to fixed some part of my hair that didn't have enough color, then I spent the whole noon getting ready, putting on makeup and fixing my hair. In the evening, went to Jason's house and then we leave to Putrajaya.

We shoot till almost 12am. Quite tiring, but I think it's worth it.
Had fun messing about with them, and yesterday made me realize how much I missed my band and everyone. Got home around 12.15am, then after I done packing away stuff and showering and blowing my hair, it's 2am -___-

And I have driving exam tomorrow sigh. Need to be at the office by 6.30am. I know that if I go out today I'll probably reach home at night too...

So, sorry Bryan!! Hahha I know this is a whole post of excuses but I'm feeling seriously tired. No, not exactly tired, but kind of like anti-social. Lol. If I go also I'll be quite emo and ruins everyone mood lol. =w=

I'll belanja you meal when I see you next :D With an ice-cream hahahaha.

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Anyway, I'm looking forward to the photos of yesterday shoot. :D

So far there's one, and it's awesome!
Thanks to Haziq Photography! :D

Looking at this photo, I realized that as usual, I'm the shortest. Even with heels. asdfgsdfghj
Kind of got teased yesterday too about being short. (flip table)

And lol I wonder why I'm standing in the middle instead of Minori...hmmm...

To be honest, I don't think I'm short actually, just that the people I hang out with is a whole lot taller than me. So there.

Hahhaha okay ciao! Gonna snuggle down on the sofa with a book and milo /w\

Buh bye! Will update once I have pictures!

Working at Big Bad Wold Fire Sale

Finally time to update blog! (Okay actually I feel guilty updating now, talk about that later in another post)

For the past week, I've been working at the Big Bad Wolf Fire Sale,from 25th February till 5th March. It's a tiring job. The first 3 days is the setup day. We start work at 9am, but we have to reach at 8.30am. Then we work till 9pm. Setup time was awful, got damn tired. Carried books all the time, and worse is I got Science Fiction section. All those Science fiction books are damn heavy -___-
Sigh.

On 28th February, the actual sales start. I got positioned as a counter, which means I count the number of books according to price that customer buys. I work at cashier no.12, with Carmen as the Cashier and Sean as packer.

Working with them is great, Carmen is quite patient with me lol, despite all the mistakes I made hahaha. I kinda got stressed out when there's a huge crowd, plus the boss is standing just behind us -.-
In the end I exchanged position with Sean,I pack and he count. =w=
There's also some time when I be the cashier, like when Carmen went for break lol. And there's the last day of sale, where I got food poisoning -_- I don't feel well to stand, I felt like dying lol. So I be the cashier and just sat. Thank god there's not much people that day.

The reason I think I got food poisoning is because the food I ate is too oily and spicy. They provide us food, and for 8 freaking days for every lunch and dinner, I ate 'zap fan'. Mixed rice. They always gave us chicken, then vegetables, and some random stuff like fish cake/egg/potato etc.
Uhhhhhggghhhhh phobia those food already. =_____=

Working at this sale is a great experience actually. Despite the food hahhaa. I learnt so many things, and I met so many people. :)

 A photo Aki took of me during last day haha

With Bernard (black shirt guy) that work along with Sing Yee and me at Science Fiction and Brendan (his friend, white shirt guy) and I dunno who's the guy in cap lol

Anyway, on the last day, I was still feeling sick. We head to The Mines with the girls for a short while, but then I can't stand it anymore and left. Managed to take a picture.

With Yvonne (beside Aki) and Yi Er (right)

Since I left early, I promised them we'll hang out on payday, which was on Friday.

We went to take our pay cheque, then we took lrt and ktm to Midvalley.

We had late lunch/early dinner at Kim Gary, we chatted and took photos :)

Haha my faded hair

 With Crystal :D

Our look of the day :D (minus shoe lol)

lol in lrt

When we got to Midvalley, it's kind of late. :/ Need to leave early since Crystal can't stay late (sigh) then need to avoid traffic jam too.

We went to Kim Gary and ordered our food at once, no time to walk around :/

 My lemon grape :D Love it ^^

Aki and me :)

Then after meal, we quickly took photos together outside.

 Me with Daphne :)

Everyone together :D

After that we had to leave. Bro was in Midvalley with Pei Shan, so he fetched us home.

Though he forgot where he parked his car and we had to wander around looking for it like idiots lol -_-

Photos in car lol. Hahhahaha.

That's all I guess. Hope I'll have the chance to meet and hang out with my colleagues again :D

KL Trip with Sofea

Yesterday was Valentine's Day, a.k.a "Single Awareness Day" in my case lol.But I'm not alone ;D
I spent it with my dear childhood friend, Sofea! :D
We've been best buddies since 7 years ago, or 8? Meh. Lazy count properly haha.

We planned for a day to go out together since some time ago, we planned to be 'tourist' for a day haha.
Just that we're local tourist. So we picked to go to the most convenient place, Kuala Lumpur.
I guess most of you is like, 'meh' or 'cheh', but think about it, have you really explored KL?
My bet to your answer is no right?
Cause Sofea and me seen some part we never knew existed in KL.

We begin our journey at around 9.30am. Mom brought us to Serdang KTM station, and we went to KL Central. We had breakfast at McD first, then we wait for the bus. We took the Hop On Hop Off bus, it's a bus that tour around KL, allowing passengers to hop on and hop off as much as they like.
When I found out about the bus, I never thought that much people will use it. But to my surprise, the bus is packed OAO With foreigners too lol. I think Sofea and I are the only Malaysians =w=

While waiting for the bus

 How the bus looks like, and the stop 

Route map

  Ticket and brochure

The tickets cost me just RM12 cause I'm a student and local~

Poor Sofea have to pay RM19 cause she doesn't have a student card ahahaha xD

Anyway, the first stop of our choice are Lake Garden.

We stroll around the huge park, taking lots of pictures!

It's really quiet, there's not much people there. Probably cause it's almost noon, and it's a weekday.

 Going into the park

 

I think the pictures are kind of jumbled up lol, but it's all almost the same, green background hahaha.
It's a park after all lol

We stroll around some more, then we came across a map. Looked at it, then we decided to head for the Deer Park cause it's near. Plus the map is covered with birds droppings, disgusting to look at uggh.

Unfortunately, it's closed for construction. Meh. :/
Still, we can see some deers from outside.

Then we just stroll along again lol. In the end, we walked the whole park xD

 Grrrrr hate my fringe. Was debating whether to let it grow or just chop it off, I like how I look with bangs, but doesn't really wanna do that cause I have pimples :/

We're tired out by the time we finish walking the whole park lol.

We're sweating, and it's blazing hot -.-

Anyway, when we got to the bus stop, we sat down. Then within 10 minutes the bus came :D

Awesome, no need to wait that long :3

It's awesome, feeling the bus air cond on us :3

We got down on Medan MARA next. It's a place near SOGO.

The street along Medan MARA.

We just walked aimlessly lol. And we wanted to go to Central Market. Haha, it's quite far from SOGO. If we used LRT, it's 3 stops away OAO

While walking, I saw a shop selling clothes, opposite the complex beside SOGO I think. I forgot the name :/ But opposite the complex there's a street of shoplots, just a short street. The shop is those type of shop like in Sg Wang, or Times Square. It's a shop selling everything at either RM10 or RM15. OAO

That's my favorite kind of shop, since we doesn't know what awesome clothes we can find at such cheap price ;D 

The shop sells lot's of knit wear, winter style sweater, jumpers, furry stuff too lol. Mostly at RM10. I like those clothes too, but they can be too hot to wear in Malaysia. Plus I'm in a punkish gothic rock phase lmao. So guess what, I found these ;D

 Acid washed jeans jacket. I love the details on the sleeve!

Cardigan? With some leather details and two tiny straps on shoulder ;D

SKULLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hahaha everything I got is RM15 each. Too bad not RM10 =3=

Those RM10 clothes sold there is not my taste currently lol, right now things that catch my attention is punkish rock gothic etc =w=

After I shop, we have no idea where to go. So we picked a direction and mostly walked straight. I've been to SOGO before, 2 years ago I think. Mom brought me, we used LRT that time. So I guess I have a little memory of this place left lol.

But still, we kind of got lost lol.

It's kind of overwhelming. There's so many streets further down, all the shops selling fabrics and brooch and accessories for shawl. 

And after we passed all those streets, there's a BAZAR street.

There's so many booth selling all types of things, clothes, accesories, toys, bags, etc.

I just looked around, bought nothing there cause I already feel guilty at buying clothes just now :x

I already have so many clothes at home .___.

Then we continued walking, looking for a LRT station cause we're seriously lost lol. Have no sense of direction since it's shops everywhere, all similar. No idea where we came from, plus it's too far back. Then, we spot a LRT station!! Finally!

Was about to go tale the train to Pasar Seni (Central Market) when I realized it's Masjid Jamek station!

Whoa, that mean's we're near Central Market now :D

Since it's so near plus I recognized the place now, we decided to have lunch first. It's also raining heavily by the time we got to the station, we took out shelter and lunch at Burger King. 2 fast food meals in a day X_X

We ate slowly since it's still raining heavily lol.

When the rain slowed down to a drizzle, we left and walked to Central Market. I love going to Central Market since it's just so colourful and quite cultural :D

Just a snap, too lazy and tired by that time to take picture.

We walked around, then we found an accessories shop that sells a lot of bling!!

I bought this violin necklace :3 Was debating whether to take skull one instead, but then the musical part got the better of me haha. Plus, skulls can easily be found =w= Not a violin haha

Then I got this keychain doll :x
It's so creepily cute! xD

After that we walked the whole Central Market, we left. Walked to Station Pasar Seni.
On the way, I say the grafitti along the river. So nice :D

 Small image thought :/

Lol posted this picture for...No reason haha.

Anyway, we took the lrt back to KL Sentral. Then go to KTM and back to Serdang, then back home :3

That concludes our day xD

Would like to do this again someday :D