Trapped

I thought I've managed to let go and forget it all.
I thought I've moved on.
I thought those pain I felt was over.
I thought I'm over you.
I thought I'll never felt the same way I once did about you again.

I never thought it'll come back again.

Watching NANA, eventhough for a few episodes, all those emotions were rushing back into me again.

Part of what I've felt,  part of what I've always wanted, part of what I've never had.

Damn it.

Past few days

Okay, gonna talk about reason why I feel guilty about blogging now as I stated in my last post.
I'm actually supposed to be at Midvalley now.
Celebrating Bryan's birthday. But I canceled off. :/

Reason why is because I'm feeling tired of going out. I kept going out the past few days.
I finished work on Tuesday, and on Wednesday I'm still sick. I just spent the day sleeping.
On Thursday I went out for my last driving lesson, ran some errands and get a new glasses, and I have my piano class too.
On Friday was my payday, (blogged about it here) and then there's class at night.
On Saturday, cousin moved into his new house at Sungai Long. Went around helping. And at night I redyed my hair since it's all faded.
Then on Sunday (yesterday), I had my band photoshoot.
In the morning I had to fixed some part of my hair that didn't have enough color, then I spent the whole noon getting ready, putting on makeup and fixing my hair. In the evening, went to Jason's house and then we leave to Putrajaya.

We shoot till almost 12am. Quite tiring, but I think it's worth it.
Had fun messing about with them, and yesterday made me realize how much I missed my band and everyone. Got home around 12.15am, then after I done packing away stuff and showering and blowing my hair, it's 2am -___-

And I have driving exam tomorrow sigh. Need to be at the office by 6.30am. I know that if I go out today I'll probably reach home at night too...

So, sorry Bryan!! Hahha I know this is a whole post of excuses but I'm feeling seriously tired. No, not exactly tired, but kind of like anti-social. Lol. If I go also I'll be quite emo and ruins everyone mood lol. =w=

I'll belanja you meal when I see you next :D With an ice-cream hahahaha.

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Anyway, I'm looking forward to the photos of yesterday shoot. :D

So far there's one, and it's awesome!
Thanks to Haziq Photography! :D

Looking at this photo, I realized that as usual, I'm the shortest. Even with heels. asdfgsdfghj
Kind of got teased yesterday too about being short. (flip table)

And lol I wonder why I'm standing in the middle instead of Minori...hmmm...

To be honest, I don't think I'm short actually, just that the people I hang out with is a whole lot taller than me. So there.

Hahhaha okay ciao! Gonna snuggle down on the sofa with a book and milo /w\

Buh bye! Will update once I have pictures!

Working at Big Bad Wold Fire Sale

Finally time to update blog! (Okay actually I feel guilty updating now, talk about that later in another post)

For the past week, I've been working at the Big Bad Wolf Fire Sale,from 25th February till 5th March. It's a tiring job. The first 3 days is the setup day. We start work at 9am, but we have to reach at 8.30am. Then we work till 9pm. Setup time was awful, got damn tired. Carried books all the time, and worse is I got Science Fiction section. All those Science fiction books are damn heavy -___-
Sigh.

On 28th February, the actual sales start. I got positioned as a counter, which means I count the number of books according to price that customer buys. I work at cashier no.12, with Carmen as the Cashier and Sean as packer.

Working with them is great, Carmen is quite patient with me lol, despite all the mistakes I made hahaha. I kinda got stressed out when there's a huge crowd, plus the boss is standing just behind us -.-
In the end I exchanged position with Sean,I pack and he count. =w=
There's also some time when I be the cashier, like when Carmen went for break lol. And there's the last day of sale, where I got food poisoning -_- I don't feel well to stand, I felt like dying lol. So I be the cashier and just sat. Thank god there's not much people that day.

The reason I think I got food poisoning is because the food I ate is too oily and spicy. They provide us food, and for 8 freaking days for every lunch and dinner, I ate 'zap fan'. Mixed rice. They always gave us chicken, then vegetables, and some random stuff like fish cake/egg/potato etc.
Uhhhhhggghhhhh phobia those food already. =_____=

Working at this sale is a great experience actually. Despite the food hahhaa. I learnt so many things, and I met so many people. :)

 A photo Aki took of me during last day haha

With Bernard (black shirt guy) that work along with Sing Yee and me at Science Fiction and Brendan (his friend, white shirt guy) and I dunno who's the guy in cap lol

Anyway, on the last day, I was still feeling sick. We head to The Mines with the girls for a short while, but then I can't stand it anymore and left. Managed to take a picture.

With Yvonne (beside Aki) and Yi Er (right)

Since I left early, I promised them we'll hang out on payday, which was on Friday.

We went to take our pay cheque, then we took lrt and ktm to Midvalley.

We had late lunch/early dinner at Kim Gary, we chatted and took photos :)

Haha my faded hair

 With Crystal :D

Our look of the day :D (minus shoe lol)

lol in lrt

When we got to Midvalley, it's kind of late. :/ Need to leave early since Crystal can't stay late (sigh) then need to avoid traffic jam too.

We went to Kim Gary and ordered our food at once, no time to walk around :/

 My lemon grape :D Love it ^^

Aki and me :)

Then after meal, we quickly took photos together outside.

 Me with Daphne :)

Everyone together :D

After that we had to leave. Bro was in Midvalley with Pei Shan, so he fetched us home.

Though he forgot where he parked his car and we had to wander around looking for it like idiots lol -_-

Photos in car lol. Hahhahaha.

That's all I guess. Hope I'll have the chance to meet and hang out with my colleagues again :D