I need someone...

I need someone to lend me their shoulders....
I need someone to listen to me.....
I need someone to understand me...
I need someone to tell me that they care about me...
I need someone to comfort me...

It hurts so much, to have feelings but not being able to cry...To have to fake a smile all the time....To keep everything in my heart alone....I hate crying in front of people, that's why I din't dare to tell...I know I'll cry if I do...It just hurts...Futhermore, they won't understand me, will they? They're not me, they don't have the same life as me...I may seem like a lucky and happy girl, but I'm not really happy at all...Yeah, I'm lucky, but it's not the type of luck I want...Can't I just have a normal life like most of them have? It hurts.............

~Noriko~
だれかつくって。。。いたみけしてよ。。。くるしよ。。。