HOTD photoshoot - View from a zombie

In case you don't know what is HOTD, it's Highschool of The Dead.
And if you don't know what it is then go google it.

Haha actually not that I'm lazy to explain, personally I myself doesn't really know how to explain it since I did not watch the anime or play the game.
I was asked to become a zombie to help with the photoshoot, and since I get the chance to shoot my zombie, I agreed :D

I researched the anime the night before the shoot, (yesterday) and I found it quite gore and ecchi lol.
But the zombies were just...zombies hahahha. So all I need to do is be a zombie :D

I woke up around 7am to prepare everything, since I did not do any preparation before x___x
Yesterday I went out  yumcha lol, came home around 12.30am I think, so I did'nt really have time.
Anyway, woke around 7am, I mixed honey with food coloring to prepare fake blood, and I chose my outfit. Managed to find an oversized shirt that I don't want anymore, and I ripped it up haha.
Then I pack my makeup bag stuff etc, and after that breakfast.

Uncle fetched Kyee and me to KTM after breakfast, and I reach Midvalley around 11am. Then meet the cosers and photographers in front of the cinema. We stayed there chatting for a while, while waiting for the last person to arrive haha. When everyone's there, we headed off to the location, an abandoned school near Midvalley :)

Once reached there I start make up :3
Helped Kyee and the other zombie, Black Roach a little haha.

Picture from my phone:

lol looking kinda ridiculous~
And rofl at Roach hahahha.

Camwhoring zombieeeee'

xD The blood on my shirt looked fake, not enought red T_T

But meh I guess it's acceptable.

Behind the scenes o_o Quite dangerous ._.

While photoshooting, this little bird appear out of nowhere.

It's still around a month old, can't fly yet D:
Roach took it home since Thomas said if we leave the bird alone, it'll die. And I know it will :/
We have no choice but to take it with us.

asdfghj it's so cute ;w;
The picture above was taken at a restaurant we went to after the shoot. Haha it's so cute, sitting at my shoulder TwT And I'm sipping coke as if there's nothing hahahaha.

Well we left after dinner.
Was a nice photo shoot, happy that I get to meet so many people :)
Hope to work with them again xD


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I just saw this in facebook lol xD
Kyee and I photobombed an 'Another' shoot today hahhahah.

hahahhaha.
Okay off to sleep, tomorrow I need to wake up at 6am, going for Sungai Long Fun Run @w@

Ciao!

Update on current life...?

Hmmm not really sure how to start lol.
Past few weeks is quite asdfasdfgsdfghjk to me, if that makes any sense hahaha.

For a start, gotten my SPM result on 21st March. My result can be considered average, perhaps above average. I was shocked, but happy at what I get. Though I was a little bit disappointed too for some certain subjects. Anyway, not much regrets really, it's done and can't be changed.

Anyway, after I've gotten my result, the next step is to visit education fair to source for what I want.
Actually I'm not sure what I want to study before, but I guess I have a faint idea that I want to be in music. Though I'm not sure what type of music I want. Meh.

The visit to the education fair made me realize that I want to venture into sound engineering. Counselors explained to me about that course, about what type of things I'll be doing after I graduated. I guess I like what I heard and feel it suitable.
Thing is, there's a very limited choice of school offering this course. Sigh. Another dilemma.
Right now I'm still sourcing for the right school.

I've checked out Limkokwing, that's all. Yet to check out some other school. No time to go :/
Hope to check out other schools soon.

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I've gotten my driving license finally.
Gotten it on 21st March, when I got my SPM results. Thing is, until now, I haven't really drove much.
Mom won't let me, she's worried.
Sigh. I understand her worries, but it's like she's over paranoid!
She won't let me drive when there's a chance for me to, even if it's not that far.
If this keeps on, how the hell am I supposed to get the freaking experienced needed to drive?
Damn it. And because of this I got so frustrated.

I'm someone that goes out quite alot, but I hate to ask people to fetch me. Sigh.
If I ask mom to drive me somewhere, she'll nag. Ask bro, he's busy with his stuff screw it. And I get it, driving people somewhere could be troublesome, but they can't freaking expect me to keep asking my friends to drive me. Damn it. As if they like to keep fetching me.

Now that I have a license I feel quite useless. Have a license but can't drive.
Not that I don't want to, but because I;m not allowed to. Fuck my life. =___=
I honestly wish I could secretly drive out, but I'm not that stupid. If something happens then I'm dead meat.

Sigh. What I need now is experience T___________T
And even though mom did let me drive once in a blue moon, it's gonna take a freaking long time for me to get used to driving cause:

1) It happens only once in blue moon duh
2) She's freaking PARANOID. Which results in me being paranoid too. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh


Bleh. Enough of this topic I guess I'll get really frustrated all over again.


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Hmm..I was quite touchy and emotional too. It started with the driving stuff, but then other little things irritate me more and more. All financial, family, future, studies, etc etc stuff bothers me.
Resulted in me sulking easily, till mom got mad too.
Then one day I just freaking let it all out. Screamed and cried. But in the end I still can't figure out what it really is bothering. Maybe it's all stress from current family condition.
Not in a really good situation. But still can make do.

And I'm still a bit touchy these days. I'll get phase like I just don't want to talk to anyone at all and feel like I want to scream STFU when people talks to me. Or I'll get phases when I just want to go out and socialize with people.

I still have no idea what's wrong with me.
Meh.
Bro called it the after form 5 phase, we get emotional and touchy.
Crystal is experiencing it too haha.

But I guess I'm feeling better than last week.

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And most recent stuff is...band. Gonna have audition for Jrock no tamashii on 28th April, first jamming session will be this Sunday. ....Crap, I still haven't booked a studio. Meh, I'll book now.
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Okay done haha.
Back to what I was talking about, I thought this time we won't be rushing like last time since there's only 2 songs, and we have a month to jam.
Oh, guess I'm wrong. There's another gig suddenly, and now we need to add another 4 songs.

Kinda worried, but hope everything goes well.
*cross fingers*

 And I received our photoshoot pictures. Out of 182, there's around 7-10 really nice pictures. Most of it is blur, since we're in a rush that time.
I feel like I've wasted everyone's time since I guess I didn't plan properly. Sigh. :/

Anyway, at least there's some nice one.

 And now, I'll learn up what I need to learn for the audition lol~

Ciao, gonna camp in front of my keyboard and the pc all day now. =w=/

Traditional Vocaloid Photoshoot!

A photo first, in case you're wondering what the hell is a traditional vocaloid.
To be exact it's more like Vocaloid in traditional clothing. And I'm Luka in Punjabi.

Aki Hellcove organized this project. He asked me to join, and I'm like..Why not? It;ll be fun meeting friends and going out xD Plus I think traditional clothing looks beautiful >w<

Anyway, we took a group photo at the start first.

There's Meiko in cheongsam, Kaito in Baju Melayu, Miku in baju kebaya, and Luka in Punjabi suit.

We're the four cosers, and the four dudes at the back is photogs and saikang haha.
From the left: Alex, Ikmal, Aki, and Ayasaki.

Actually Ikmal is the only saikang, the others are photogs.
Thanks to Ikmal for guarding our bangs and stuff while we went to shoot. :D


Anyway, the photogs took turns to shoot each of us individually, though Miku and Kaito stick together.

Photos's by different photogs. Sorry I mixed it all up @w@

Anyway, it was kinda funny trying to do some poses. Hhahaha Alex and Aki tried demonstrating to me by dancing, so looked so funny I had to laugh xD Anyway, I think it's not bad. But then in some shoots I look so tired lol. Seems like my cosplay makeup skill dropped. .__.

Nowdays didn't do any costest. I feel like I'm getting further from cosplay.
Meh. Guess I'm focused in other area.


Anyway, after we finished shooting, it starts to rain. Lucky us xD
Though during the shoot everyone was cursing cause the weather was damn hot and we're all sweating our ass off.

Later, Aki, Sara, Sandra, Xuet, ALex and I head to The Mins to have our very late lunch. We went to KFC, and Aki generously treated us :O

Sankyuu Aki!!!
And I guess that's all xD

Yenni's 21st Birthday party!

*Throws confetti*

Haha okay, I know I'm late in updating.
This party happened on Saturday, 30th of March.

Yenni invited me to her party at her house, I went along with Chi and Hao Yong.
Chi came along to my house first and we wrapped up the present and wrote a simple card lol.

Card with the present as background haha

Cousin bro fetched us to Yenni's house since he was heading there to have dinner with his family.

He was late though haha. Derped around waiting for him.

Sexyyyyy backkkkkk

Lol my hair color is kinda like autumn now xD

Green transitioning to reddish brown :3

Kinda like it hahaha. But was planning to chop it off soon :D

To this style:

Lol I uploaded this picture on Facebook and alot of them thinks I really cut my hair xD
It was just styled from my current long hair haha, I twisted it at the back and brought it to the front.

Okay, back to the topic, we kinda got lost trying to find her house. xwx
Yenni's house was hard to find xD And she herself doesn't know how to direct xD Yenni no baka~~ hahahhaa

Food prepared there~ Oishi katta :3
After we ate, we chat a while then it's time to cut cake~

Huge fruit cake :D

Yenni with friends and family~~~

After that we chat again lol, then got dragged to play truth or dare.
Hahahaha miss playing that game. >w<
Anyway, I was dared to be Yenni's pole for pole dancing.

Lol. It was funny, she was so energetic xD hahahha
Though by the end of the song she's kinda dying XD
And after that had to rush home :/
Sad that I couldn't stay longer.

But of well, it was fun :3
Thanks for inviting me Yenni XD

Trapped

I thought I've managed to let go and forget it all.
I thought I've moved on.
I thought those pain I felt was over.
I thought I'm over you.
I thought I'll never felt the same way I once did about you again.

I never thought it'll come back again.

Watching NANA, eventhough for a few episodes, all those emotions were rushing back into me again.

Part of what I've felt,  part of what I've always wanted, part of what I've never had.

Damn it.

Past few days

Okay, gonna talk about reason why I feel guilty about blogging now as I stated in my last post.
I'm actually supposed to be at Midvalley now.
Celebrating Bryan's birthday. But I canceled off. :/

Reason why is because I'm feeling tired of going out. I kept going out the past few days.
I finished work on Tuesday, and on Wednesday I'm still sick. I just spent the day sleeping.
On Thursday I went out for my last driving lesson, ran some errands and get a new glasses, and I have my piano class too.
On Friday was my payday, (blogged about it here) and then there's class at night.
On Saturday, cousin moved into his new house at Sungai Long. Went around helping. And at night I redyed my hair since it's all faded.
Then on Sunday (yesterday), I had my band photoshoot.
In the morning I had to fixed some part of my hair that didn't have enough color, then I spent the whole noon getting ready, putting on makeup and fixing my hair. In the evening, went to Jason's house and then we leave to Putrajaya.

We shoot till almost 12am. Quite tiring, but I think it's worth it.
Had fun messing about with them, and yesterday made me realize how much I missed my band and everyone. Got home around 12.15am, then after I done packing away stuff and showering and blowing my hair, it's 2am -___-

And I have driving exam tomorrow sigh. Need to be at the office by 6.30am. I know that if I go out today I'll probably reach home at night too...

So, sorry Bryan!! Hahha I know this is a whole post of excuses but I'm feeling seriously tired. No, not exactly tired, but kind of like anti-social. Lol. If I go also I'll be quite emo and ruins everyone mood lol. =w=

I'll belanja you meal when I see you next :D With an ice-cream hahahaha.

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Anyway, I'm looking forward to the photos of yesterday shoot. :D

So far there's one, and it's awesome!
Thanks to Haziq Photography! :D

Looking at this photo, I realized that as usual, I'm the shortest. Even with heels. asdfgsdfghj
Kind of got teased yesterday too about being short. (flip table)

And lol I wonder why I'm standing in the middle instead of Minori...hmmm...

To be honest, I don't think I'm short actually, just that the people I hang out with is a whole lot taller than me. So there.

Hahhaha okay ciao! Gonna snuggle down on the sofa with a book and milo /w\

Buh bye! Will update once I have pictures!

Working at Big Bad Wold Fire Sale

Finally time to update blog! (Okay actually I feel guilty updating now, talk about that later in another post)

For the past week, I've been working at the Big Bad Wolf Fire Sale,from 25th February till 5th March. It's a tiring job. The first 3 days is the setup day. We start work at 9am, but we have to reach at 8.30am. Then we work till 9pm. Setup time was awful, got damn tired. Carried books all the time, and worse is I got Science Fiction section. All those Science fiction books are damn heavy -___-
Sigh.

On 28th February, the actual sales start. I got positioned as a counter, which means I count the number of books according to price that customer buys. I work at cashier no.12, with Carmen as the Cashier and Sean as packer.

Working with them is great, Carmen is quite patient with me lol, despite all the mistakes I made hahaha. I kinda got stressed out when there's a huge crowd, plus the boss is standing just behind us -.-
In the end I exchanged position with Sean,I pack and he count. =w=
There's also some time when I be the cashier, like when Carmen went for break lol. And there's the last day of sale, where I got food poisoning -_- I don't feel well to stand, I felt like dying lol. So I be the cashier and just sat. Thank god there's not much people that day.

The reason I think I got food poisoning is because the food I ate is too oily and spicy. They provide us food, and for 8 freaking days for every lunch and dinner, I ate 'zap fan'. Mixed rice. They always gave us chicken, then vegetables, and some random stuff like fish cake/egg/potato etc.
Uhhhhhggghhhhh phobia those food already. =_____=

Working at this sale is a great experience actually. Despite the food hahhaa. I learnt so many things, and I met so many people. :)

 A photo Aki took of me during last day haha

With Bernard (black shirt guy) that work along with Sing Yee and me at Science Fiction and Brendan (his friend, white shirt guy) and I dunno who's the guy in cap lol

Anyway, on the last day, I was still feeling sick. We head to The Mines with the girls for a short while, but then I can't stand it anymore and left. Managed to take a picture.

With Yvonne (beside Aki) and Yi Er (right)

Since I left early, I promised them we'll hang out on payday, which was on Friday.

We went to take our pay cheque, then we took lrt and ktm to Midvalley.

We had late lunch/early dinner at Kim Gary, we chatted and took photos :)

Haha my faded hair

 With Crystal :D

Our look of the day :D (minus shoe lol)

lol in lrt

When we got to Midvalley, it's kind of late. :/ Need to leave early since Crystal can't stay late (sigh) then need to avoid traffic jam too.

We went to Kim Gary and ordered our food at once, no time to walk around :/

 My lemon grape :D Love it ^^

Aki and me :)

Then after meal, we quickly took photos together outside.

 Me with Daphne :)

Everyone together :D

After that we had to leave. Bro was in Midvalley with Pei Shan, so he fetched us home.

Though he forgot where he parked his car and we had to wander around looking for it like idiots lol -_-

Photos in car lol. Hahhahaha.

That's all I guess. Hope I'll have the chance to meet and hang out with my colleagues again :D