I'm going to change. >:D

Hmmm...Finally have some time to on the computer.
Past few days was just checking notifications on phone lol, and you know what, I DID MY HOMEWORK! XD

What can I say....IT'S MY LAST YEAR IN SCHOOL, I'M TAKING ALL THE CHANCES I HAVE.


Lol okay I guess I can say I've been thinking alot.
This is my last chance to actually wake up at 6.30am in the morning, and get in an uniform that makes you look like a lousy maid wtf.

I'm gonna APPRECIATE this year, lived it to the max and enjoy.


All the while I've always been super duper lazy and don't care.

I remember, during Standard 6 (Which is actually not that bad, in fact it's very fun and memorable) I got 4 A and 1 B in UPSR.
That time I felt nothing, as I have no ideas how important studies is.
Heck, I never opened and read any book except doing my homework.

In Form 3, I got 5A and 2B for PMR.
Hell, I though I could get straight A's, eventhough I didn't really put and effort :/
I got B for BM, and for KH :/
That I regretted the most. If only I concentrated more in class, and do my project nicely, and revise ._.
But the past is the past and I can't change it.

All I can do now is, make sure I don't make the same mistake again.
I need to get straight A in SPM, and I will work for it.
All the Form 4 work that I fail, I'm gonna turn it to A :/

Lol I can't really believe I'm typing all these stuff out.

Meh :/ So far, I think I've been getting along okay, done most homework, listened in most class lol.
(Why did I put 'most'? =w= )

Still, this is no more honeymoon year and I know it :/


I will only sit for SPM once, and I'm going to make the most out of it. I want to feel the feeling of getting straight A.


Online less, go out less. Join all school activities.


And I will focus more on my piano too :/
Last year my Grade 5 exam, I just passed wtf. I know I could get distinction if I worked hard enough.
I was VERY LUCKY to even pass, because my scale failed wtf. Getting a pass is pure miracle as I only practice around 2 weeks before exam =_=


This year I will be taking Grade 7, and I will make I don't make the same mistake too OTL
So far I'm still fine I guess, at least I practiced my scales for real this time :/


Gahhhh I'm suddenly feeling the need to rant about all these stuff lol.
But then, I know that once I've posted this out, I will and I AM GONNA make it happen :/



I'm going to change myself now.
Exercise more. Get rid of all the excess fats..... =w=
Stop being so lazy. Don't over enjoy my life by going out all the time :/


Lol I don't mean I will become miss goody goody I don't go out I don't have fun I will only study study blablabla.
Of course I will still go out XD Cosplay, movies, karaoke, outing lol. Just that I will make sure that my work is done. :/




Lol okay enough ranting for now XD I'm like those over goody people ady o.O
Lololol so weird XD Anyway, don't think too much la, I just ranting XD But then...who knows what will happen huh XD Okay I stop lol.

Hopefully, what I aim for will be mine :3

Stupid me

Gahhhhh. Hating myself now.

Why am I so stupid?????
Hating my stupidity, my lazyness...

Right now I'm regretting, regretting that I never grab the chances when I have it, regretting that I take things for granted.

WHY AM I SO LAZY?!
Why is it that my willpower is so weak?
Why can't I keep to my own words?
And here I am, being useless, ranting and wasting time and being useless and all over again.....


GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH




Someone help me please :/
Teach me how to stick to my own will, how to stop being so lazy......


This is bullshit huh :/

Here I am, ranting and ranting and ranting when I could use the time I'm using now to do beneficial things...
OTL


I'M USELESSSS GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH




:/

Stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me

GERORIN Q_Q

....Emoing now T^T
I doubt I will have any chance to go see my beloved Gerorin :/

Why? 5 reasons.

1) Mum is not letting me go.
2) Mum is not letting me go.
3) Mum is not letting me go.
4) Not enough time for proper planning :/
5) MONEY!!! OTL


So sad T^T

The ticket price is 63SGD, and around RM150. -FFFFUUUU.jpg-



Sigh.....-emo-

Irridescent blogger award!

I was tagged on 8th January, but I delay till now :/ Sorry Aeri  ><

 

 

 

 

1. Tagged by Aeri :3 ( she stared this)

2. -I love cosplay

    -Whenever I sneezed, it will be at least 4 times in a wor

    -I love music

    -I'm plump, or in other words overweight lol. trying my best to burn off stupid extra fats
    -In love with Gero, Phil, and Dan.
    -Love japanese language
    -Trying to speak with British accent, but it's failing
    -Loves nature
    -Loves taking 'emo' photo lol.
    -Wants to learn every instrument in the world


3. Likes
    -Taking photos or having my photos taken xD
    -Cosplay
    -Hanging out
    -Playing musical insturment
    -Travelling, eating, enjoying LIFE 
  
 Dislikes
    -Onion, garlic, ginger unless its cooked till extremely soft or fried 
    -Being lied
    -Being judged
    -Being copied
    -Having clothes I cant wear T^T
 
4. I tag...Chinatsu, Yuki, Yenni lol


~What makes me shine?
Just being me.

Popcorn, Honeydew, Fried Rice, Lemon Juice, and Mangoesteen Ice.

Hello people.
I'm at home right now, blogging, instead of being at school.

Well, what happened is...

5am: Woke up due to extreme pain in my stomach. Curled up and continue trying to sleep. Failed, gotoilet.        Also no use, so go wake up Mummy and complain lol.

5.30am: Eaten medicine, applied some stuff on my stomach, then go to Sofa and curled into a ball.

6am: Mum's alarm clock woke me up =_= Feel the horrible pain again, but dozed off anyway.

6.30am: Mum's alarm clock again -FFFUUUU.jpg- Go into room and dozed.
 
7am: Feel like want to vomit, so quickly ran to the bathroom.

Puuuuurrraaaghhhhhhbluurrraaaghhhhh

=w="


And that's what happened~

Mind you, I'd rather be in school than having to go through the stupid pains OTL
And I don't get how people can be bulimic, it's freaking awful to puke /_\

 I'd rather be fat than puking away ._.



So anyway, the though of puking make me want to puke again, so bye for now, I go camp in the toilet OTL

Comic Fiesta 2011

Weeee it's past a week =v=

I'm a procastinator.


So...I didn't really know  what to write beside that yeay, I have lots of fun? lol.



So..Went as an original character, a maid!!!
Muahahaha~ Along with Aki and Chii.



Aki is the hmm...classic cheerful maid with guns, and Chii is the Moe Maid~!
As for me, I'm supposed to be kinda like onee-sama feel de, but failed OTL

Hmm...Bad picture :/
Okay another one.

From left: Aki, me, Chii.

So...Went around CF taking pictures, and just chit chat. =w=



That's day 2. As for day 1, went as Lenalee Lee, and I joined in the OTP competition =w=
Yeay. Lol. Had fun singing with Kiki, eventhough I sounded shaky at the front lol. Still, love the chance of being able to <3

Mixed photos =w=


So...Nothing much to say~
Bye bye~!

I'm so..handsome. (lmao)

First attempt at crossplay xD

I uploaded a picture to Facebook, and they said I'm leng zai lmao.
So decided to upload more pictures for you guys to lyao. :D


Lol in case I'm an extreme big fail and you can't recognize the character, it's Lavi =v=;; (Why did I feel it was so nessesary to say this lol.)

lololol

 Marry me.

I bet you guys are wondering, why din't I use the eyepatch?
Well, I did, but sdfghjk it's freaking hard to see with one eye and take pictures. The angle keep going way to the side -_-; So to those people that cosplayed with one eye character, I seriously applause you.

Anyway, managed to take at least one decent photo with eyepatch. Well...I guess?

lmao.

=w=;;;